Notes on Breathing (one)

Take a deep breath, in.

Feel the air press back against your face,

in this claustrophobic space. The color of a baby boy’s new room.

Two eyes, no mouth. Silent observer.

It would be inaccurate to say

it's suffocating, suction cupping

my face, non-oil barrier. Running

out of patience. Sweat forming

between woven fibers and acne-

ed skin. Indents along my cheeks left

from elastic straps that snap and pull.

Not only does hiding myself suit me, this filtered version of me

now you are unethical if you show yourself.

Breath out.